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hi n assalamualaikum..

actly i don't hve a good title to describe my post today..n i fell so damn right nowww...huhh..

when i busy filling up all those crazy form, i remembered what my doc,dr. jaspal said to me last medical checkup for my UM form..

dr : oh my god!! why medic??

me : haha.. i don't really know wether i made a right decision or not..but i am really sure i can adapt with it since doctor is my ambition since i was a lil girl..


dr : haha. you know..life as a doctor is really suckss.. u look at me.. 24/7.. i'm sitting on this chair..waiting for patients to come in..surrounding with a lot of drugs..24/7 u know.. i have no time with my family.. 

me : ouhh..well doc..why are u a doctor since it sounds u really hates your work..


dr : haha.. i'm just kidding just now.. i want to test u how passion  u want to be a doctor.. i love to be a doctor..n well.. i love to face with different kind of patient everyday..like u.. i treat u since u were lil girl..haha.. to be a doc is not just thinking about money..its about ur patience in treating people.. lets say i have a patient that suffering from serious illness.. i must try my best to treat him..if i success.. i will be happy for him..n if i fail.. i will feel that i'm the one who cause him dead..but experience made me to be a matured guy.. n at the same time we as a doctor learned what we call a bedsite manner..how we control our emotion..how to deal our mood with patient..n how to make patient like us..don't get wrong when people said doctors has no time for family.. it's totally wrong.. i have a wife with 3 childrens..n i'm married when i'm 27 years old.. it's not too old right:) n my wife is also a doctor..n i still love her because she's a succesfull doctor n also a responsible mother..to be a women doctor u just have to manage ur time properly.. don't scared of a broken marriage..because if u scared of it, it will really happen to you..


me : haha..really apprciate it doc..thanks for the positive advise for me.. yeah.. i admit it.. it was my father at the first.. then my friends..asked me to be a doctor.. then now i realised that no matter how what i have to faced it.. time pass time.. i start to love this profession.. not because my pa or my friends..it's myself.. i start to love how a doctor work..how they faced a hectic problem..n i think i will enjoy it..

dr : u go home..n u think properly..is it right u want to be a doc..forget about it if u think by being a doctor u can rich fast, u can ' glorify oneself '.. just forget about it okayy.. n i wish u all the best..make ur ma n pa proud of having a daughter like u.. okayy girl:))


keluar je bilik aq terus bukak google translate..ape ke bende la glorify oneself uh..haha...rpe2 nye membangga-bangga diri sendiri..

okayy..bru teringat nak share ngn korang hr nie.. muhasabah dirimasing2 n fikir betulke ape y kte buat nie:))

bye:))

will miss u guys <3